gone from liar poker to angela depress the hell out of everybody. it is out of tone you have to kill the chapter. so massive mother dying thing so one line in epilogue. but in that experience i can tell you story now i guess because we have time. no when your mother dies, you know usual thing, misdiagnosed and then like unexpected stage four liver cancer you watch with her waste away and die over three months. people have had that experience if you spend time in the cancer ward and in count we are beyond maflt grave, and there was this experience in miami, but they have like a hallway in a circle where they try to get you know these poor dying cancer people to walk and you know move and get exercise. and you know, i was in like this haze of lack of sleep because you're taking tushes watching your mother, what whatever and hallucinated it, coming out i see a young dude that is like me, a guy is standardish, a little miami cuban 30 something, dark me basically.